futures

it's good that i've found something that i enjoy.

it's not exactly what i expected, but i know that now i'm passionate about it

and want to be good at it.

"you only get out what you put in" and i'm working hard to get some good work happening.

i know that this isn't the secure future that i thought i needed a year ago, but i do know that i'm interested in securing a future in this, "design", as tenous and vague as that term is.

i hope i can get a break.

but mostly i hope the next 3 and half years allow me to get the best i can out of myself.

maybe at the end, I can produce a random useless object like this: